My grandfather works precisely; he measures and re-measures each piece of wood before he cuts it. I am imprecise and sloppy; I say mark the wood and if it looks right, go ahead with cutting. He sands at each uneven edge; I say just leave it as it is.
He works in what we call “the building” surrounded by tools and relics of the last decades of his life — antique fishing lures line the shelf along with pieces and parts to who knows what. In the same shed is his mother’s restored Ford, a leather bag of old golf clubs, a tractor, and gardening supplies.
It seems, somehow, he knows exactly where everything is. He shuffles around until he miraculously recovers what he was looking for from all the seeming disorder, and he goes back to work with his quick but careful movements. I say I’d like to learn to use the saw, he says I’d better not since he’s nipped his fingertips so many times he’s lost feeling of them. I look at his hands, aged by the sun and scarred by skin cancer, hands that garden and fish and cook and serve ceaselessly.
He gestures for me to hand him the next piece, and pauses to fuss at what seems to me the most minute error.
I am reminded of how he has always been concerned with getting things right. How many times can I remember him telling me to slow down when whipping up some kind of dessert in the kitchen, or how many times he’s taken the time to notice the smallest changes in my facial expression and ask what’s on my mind?
I know the time I have with him isn’t endless, that time is greedy, and that these days are rare. We finish our project and I say goodbye for now, wishing for once that time would just slow down a little and let me stay right there in that little white house on the hill.
[I hope you’re intrigued as to what we were making in there (okay, he did all of the work.) Come back soon to see the finished product! …Really, I have about a trillion projects I’m working on this summer that I hope to share with you! God has been so good to give me some fantastic opportunities to stay creative this summer.]